Burnt out

It has been long since i really burned out, I remembered the time i was in canoeing, the pain.....good feeling though......

The pain is good for the body, makes me tougher, no pain no gain. What Mr See always say, but I seems not to quite like it and even despise it at some point, but my view changes as i left canoeing......

Pain makes us strong......

I am starting to miss canoeing..... although i am a noob...

Love?

What is love actually?

The above question has been questioned throughout my previous blog.

today, it is different. We were on a bench together. I felt my heartbeat increased by tenfolds. I do not know what is the feeling, a dreamy like, hard to describe one.

It is joy that I have felt. I enjoyed every moment that she flipped through my sketch book. I could have been there earlier. That ten minutes, I felt myself getting hot for no reason, a warmth surround me.

Times seems to flow so fast at the moment, her movement was clear and precise, taking few moments to flip my sketchbooks, my language become silly and my throat dries up.

When I realize, I was late for Chemistry Practical....

But that feeling affected me for the whole day. I felt happy, a will to move on again.

Is that love?

If so, I have fell in love.

Arab Wisdom

An example of Sulha: "If you and your brother fight,you divide it"

It is from an Arab is Palestine."If there is equality there is Justice" Abu Ramsi.

Looking at the situation right now in the Gaza strip, the condition has worsen from a negotiable status into a I-have-to-kill-you state. Why can't people just talk. Why are government run by childish people who knows no honor.

Only robbers and thieves are in the area, ruining the poor innocent civilian lives. Just sit down and talk, you take yours and I take mine, is that so hard to do.

What do they mean by mature. The adults and their lies. They taught us good values yet they don't practice them themselves. What they condemned as childish and immature are just things that will shaken their grip of power.

United State of America has always been on the forefront of humans rights, ya right.

Think of how they buy and sell the Asians and Africans alike, treating them like animals, goods.

Why are we living by their standards? Their standards changes to suit their advantage and us are always at the disadvantage. Those third world countries has no choice after all. Should they resist, they will be obliterated.

It is America who is insecure, they are really the axis of evil.

Another Broken Man

It is the first day of school and I am another broken man.

There are so much things on the to-do list such that i was a little shock. CASL is my major problem as there are as much as a hundred proposal form to write about. GG for me, then there is the year 4 IP talk,in which I might have received the warning letter.

Die.....

Despite all these thing, I must definitely press on. There is no any other options, after all. It is now me, and IB.

Another thing is that for my Art, the term 3 work is to be submitted in week 4. Luckily i have prepared for it during the June holiday. Just a bit of brewing and I am all ok.

As of now, I truly felt the strain of the the pre IB program.

My mind seems cluoded again.