Thursday, September 27, 2007

Evening Birds

They say the evening birds fly to their nest, I wonder why? Must we go back to where we belong, even it is not our nest?

Blogging in the school in front of most of the year 6 art student rushing their lat minute work, I feel so at home, I do not feel the urge to go back to secret base- alpha as i always did. Why is this happening? I do not know and do not have the courage to challenge its dominance over me.

I felt empty, the exams are coming, is the stress of such trial of fire has making me a lesser person, I am not as strong before. And will not be strong in the future. I feel so drowzy......

I want to end all things, but I just could not do it, I am weak, weak from indulging myself in comfort, the sores in both mind and body...... I just could not take it anymore.

The little bit strength has left my body, I could just do no more. am nothing but a man, a man with his limits.

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Yesterday was possibly my most happy day this month, I actually walk her out of school, under the dreamy moonlight......

Moonlight......Venus is also up. A good sign. She took a panaromal picture out of the sudden and then

Oh well, I think I am just baffled and confuse as I did everything necessary for Art, spending the whole afternoon.

I also encountered a year 6 student presenting her work, Luckily I took some notes as went more in depth to my ow work. The secret of the unpredicting star, the journey to the eternity gate.

still, I feel good working in her presence, just don't know why.

Good day, hope that can enjoy it more.

Monday, September 24, 2007


My heart raced, It got so worked up that I could not breath properly. Am i such a coward? In the end, I manage to pass the thing to her. Immediately after that, I ran, As hard and as fast as I could .......