So one might ask, what do you want in life. I will be saying:" Dont bother, anything I want will not happen." That is a sad fact of my life. I only get what I need, but not what I want. I want to be strong, not succumbing to my wants, but I always gives in, going through all the piles of crap that I have been. Why is it that I couldn't have a moment that I really wanted? I want to be with a girl, yet, I can't. Why? Maybe it is just me. I do not know what am I doing.

Canberra so far.

I am now in Canberra, the capital of Australia. Stuff happened so far..... too much to talk about. I have so much to say about everything. It is just too bad that I cant really do anything about it.