Saturday, August 02, 2008

ASEAN dance

Let's put it this way, I was quite tired and sick after the week thus my performance was ot up to standards. No comments to the rest of the stuff but the most valuable thing i got is the fireworks video that i took which i think can reverse anything that i have undone.

Excuses again...

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Observation on 30th July 2008

Weather: semi-cloudy
Time: 9.30pm to 10pm
Telescope Used: C-14
Messier object logged: M7
Planet logged: Jupiter
Major stars: Summer Triangle
NGC objects: Nil

Comments: Bad day as light pollution happens over Scorpio, Jupiter forms a source of light pollution over Sagittarius. Due to the fact that there are clouds over NGC 2132, it is quite hard to pinpoint the actual position of it and the theresold limitation of C-14's filed of vision maybe a hampering factor.

Improvement: More paddings in the observatory to make the place more comfortable. Suggest to modify observatory to allow a greater field of vision. Repair motor for continue stargazing session on one object.

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Tuesday, July 29, 2008


What i got when i googled 3gl.

Monday, July 28, 2008

What's Your Inner Demon?

this quiz was made by Melissa

Inner Demon

I have been plague by it, the notion of having this in my own body is unthinkable, unimaginable, I was a motivated person back then, but a wreck now.

Tiredness and stress has led me to stop and to procrastinate, instead of working, i lost focus, having stoppage and naps in between work time. In my mind, image of that person kept on flooding into my mind, i could not stop thinking about her, even i told myself not to.

The pain of losing focus on what have to do, the pain of the image kept on popping up in my mind and not able to do anything about it. Mentally unsound, I could just do as much as i can but there are so much else to do.

I am weak, I am a weakling, I do not deserve to live. Yet, i am still here, although i do not deserve it, it is still my right to stand my ground, fighting a losing battle. At least i fought, but without conviction. I think, that is enough.

I wish not to outdo others but to press on, sometimes, I feel alone, but i always knows that there will be light somewhere out there and that the night before dawn is the darkest.

My inner demon, my battle, there will be no reinforcement except from that of my own. My fight, I want to win.